uhm. i dont know why i cant bring myself to "leave" deviant art.
i dont really submit anything that i take seriously anymore.

maybe because i joined it when i was like, 13?
maybe because when i look through my gallery i remember there was a time when i had just started to draw, and to write, and to think.

and now i'm wrapped up in this, and its hard to remember when i wasnt.
and its nice to see how far i've come.
and to think of all the things i have done and made but arent on display on this website.

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i'm graduating college this year with my bachelors of art.
then doing another semester to get my bachelors of FINE art and my minor in graphic design.

then hopefully i will be attending some fine institution in pursuit of my masters of fine art
so that i can be an art student for ever and ever.
and then hopefully an art professor.
so i can use all their facilities and steal inspiration from a younger generation.

sometime soon i will probably make a website, a professional one, that i can put on a buisness card for people who would like to pay me for what i do, or for people who will decide my future in schools.

and maybe then i will delete my deviantart account.
but for now it stays, for my own selfish reasons, for my own record of the journey. cause once i delete it, i think that alot of these things will be permanently gone from history. and that makes me sad, but if when i delete them i have a website showing all of the really grand things it will be ok to have lost what led up to them.
maybe?

ok.
the end.